So what I wrote is what I did with her, and right now I'm completely focused on improving for my W and the relationship, which is happening right now, believe it or not.
Based on the quote below, I'm going with "not."
What should I do? Should I give in to the impulse with the idea of "one last time"?
Those 2 sentences are in complete opposition to each other. I've spent the last year actually learning about the chemistry of, and what goes on in the mind of a cheater, and the cognitive dissonance on display here still just astounds me. Here you seem to be pretty "focused" on something else that has nothing to do with "improving for my W and the relationship."
I don't really have much more to add beyond that. I highly doubt it as OP seems to have tucked tail and bailed, but I'm hoping the 2×4 might knock something loose...
[This message edited by Pogre at 11:33 PM, Wednesday, April 29th]